if anyone asks or tells me I look tired or like I don’t want to be present at work today I may fully lose it. in the past 2 weeks my dad got diagnosed with stage 4 cancer, my grandma’s heart is failing faster out of nowhere, and within the span of me going to sleep and waking up one of the family dogs had to get put to sleep because of an undetected health issue



no im.not fucking okay

there is a demon in your house named CARBON MONOXIDE. he enchants your mind with confusion and your body with exhaustion. you need to call a powerful exorcist named HVAC TECHNICIAN

absolutely losing it over the queens playing an entire first session and only afterwards realizing that pc death is an actual thing that can happen

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like. the indignation 😂😂😂

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i think one of the sweetest part of loving someone, is having their wellness prioritised as if it were your own. it's becomes natural to share whatever goodness you have or do, with them. like "oh!! this chocolate is so good! I'm going to save a piece for her!" or instinctively saying their name in every prayer you make. instead of thinking or doing good for only yourself, you do it for them too. love merge people in such a way, that they become not only a part of our life but an extension of us.

sorry but it’s actually so horrific how little of a sense of community people have, how little regard they extend towards the other humans around them. killing people for being loud on the subway or turning around in your driveway. loading your gun and waiting at the door because a child ran your doorbell unexpectedly. ring cameras, neighborhoodapp, community watch group Facebook pages. you’ve assigned yourself the role of the one true peacekeeper and casted everyone else around you as a threat to be controlled. there’s no connection or love or compassion. just a deep distrust and hatred.

and the people who face the most significant consequences from this are the ones who are already deemed as outsiders. people of color, especially Black people, disabled people, people with mental illnesses, homeless people.

where else to come scream when they just found more cancer in my father’s body and nobody’s talked to a doctor and everyone wants me to explain what’s happening while also trying to navigate and keep them all calm

“In the same way that your heart feels and your mind thinks, you, mortal beings, are the instrument by which the universe cares. If you choose to care, then the universe cares. If you don’t, it doesn’t.”

— Brennan Lee Mulligan, accidentally stumbling onto the meaning of life during a fucking DnD game on a $5 a month comedy streaming service